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Ramya makes him promise a few things before finally closing her eyes.

Flashback ends..…

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Author’s pov…

During the entire time, Ananya embraced him securely, her silent presence beside him offering the strength which he never received from his family and her soft patting on his back, her gentle touches anchoring him from his destructive thoughts.

And Ayaan who never intended to share his painful truth finally put it bare in-front of his Chocopie. Her presence is the only thing which is grounding him from self destruction.

They both stayed together in silence. Ayaan, his head in her lap, his arms tight around her waist while Ananya, her fingers softly tracing in his hair comforting him.

Both have different things in their mind.

One is thinking about how everything turned upside down, while the other is thinking about that 7 year old boy who had to face everything alone.

“Chocopie, if you want you can leave me” Ayaan said, breaking the silence, looking straight at her but Ananya didn’t reply to anything.

“I know, no one wants to stay with a murderer. I know I didn’t actually kill her but I am the main cause. Even if you leave me now, I can understand” Ayaan added after seeing silence, his voice low and hoarse from crying yet filled with care, sadness and understanding.

But there is something in his eyes which is telling her not to agree on his words. His voice may be deceiving but his eyes are turning dark by her silence with every passing moment.

“Chocopie, you ca....” before Ayaan could complete his sentence, Ananya sealed his mouth by placing her soft lips on him, shocking him more.

Ayaan, his brain short circuited and his grip tightened on her waist by the sudden kiss. It is totally unexpected for him.

And Ananya she didn’t find any other way to shut him except this and it even worked well.

Ananya slowly started to move her lips on his, she is trying to copy his style but messing it very badly.

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Ayaan’s pov…

‘what just happened?. My Chocopie, my wife y initiated a kiss. I think I should frame today’s date.

I closed my eyes feeling her slow moment of her lips. It's pure bliss. Her moments are slow and messy but it's enough for now.

I sat still, giving her the space and chance to do whatever she wished because once I start I won’t stop to give her any chance, I will snatch her breath.

I chuckled internally seeing her struggle for a kiss but I like it.

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I opened my eyes feeling the loss of her warm lips on mine but my world stopped seeing tears in her eyes.

“Chocopie, what happened?. Why are you crying?” I asked her.

What happened now?. Did she feel uncomfortable while kissing?. Does she not want to kiss me?. Ahhh, or did I do something without knowing?.

My hands instantly went towards her face, softly brushing the tears.

“Chocopie, baby.... t... tell me, what happened?. It’s okay. if... if you don’t want to kiss me but... but stop crying now. Baby please stop crying” I said, my voice trembling a bit with the thought of her being uncomfortable around me.

But her tears are not stopping, rather they are flowing freely.

“Baby, please tell me, if there is something wrong” my voice barely above a whisper filled with panic.

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After a few seconds, she said something with hiccups, her voice filled with child-like innocence.

“I can’t able to properly kiss you”

What the f*ck?. Is my Chocopie really crying for this small thing?.

“Baby what?” I again asked to confirm myself. Did I hear right or my ears are playing with me in her intoxication?.

“You always kiss me but it is my first time and I can’t do it properly and you also didn’t kiss back” she said crying more.

Should I laugh or cry?.

Okay, I understand but…

Before I could control myself a small laugh let my mouth. “Chocopie, my baby it’s okay” I tried to calm her down.

“See, see you are also laughing at me. I will leave now” she said crossing her arms over, pouting and her eyes welled up with new tears.

Leave now?. No way in the fucking hell. My fingers formed into a fist controlling myself from jumping on her.

But it is not the time to show her my obsessive side, only words will work this time.

“Okay, okay my Chocopie. I’m sorry. I will teach you how to kiss......     now stop crying bacha” I tried to sooth her gently by placing a soft kiss on her forehead.

“Do you want to kiss me?” I asked her,  wiping the tears from her face.

After getting approval from her, I attached my lips on hers.

“Try to copy me, my Chocopie” I murmured above her lips before fully taking control over her.

I move my cold lips on her, feeling her soft plump lips slightly damp with her tears, gently sucking her lips. Not hurrying over anything as my Chocopie is trying hard to copy me, making my heart content as well as sending tingles all over my body.

Is this the same girl who hacked Abhimanyu’s entire system just to teach him a lesson?. Is this the same girl who works for phoenix?.

Now see her, seems like a small girl who is failing miserably to kiss her own husband.

I chuckled at this thought.

I think I don’t have to fear thinking about  one day she will leave me.

And... if she tries to leave me then.…

She have to face my most ruthless form which I am trying to hide.

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After a few moments, I can feel my Chocopie’s struggle for air. So, I have to break the unwillingly, consoling my poor heart with this short kiss. I attached my forehead to her, her ragged breaths, her messed up and blushing face making me believe this is not some kind of dream or imagination but reality. She is real with me, here in our forest villa trusting me over some comments.

My Chocopie. My peace.

“I think my answer satisfied your question Mr. Rajvanshi” she murmured after calming herself, holding my face in her hands, placing a gentle kiss on my forehead, her voice still strained.

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“You sit here, I will bring dinner for both of us” she said and went out.

I silently watched her leaving the room.

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Author’s pov…

As soon as she left the room, a devilish smirk came on his lips. His expression is completely different from earlier. The innocent, sad look is nowhere to be found. It's not like he is not sad or hurt by his family behavior but now his main focus is his Chocopie.

He fell on the bed making a thud sound, chuckling devilishly.

“My Chocopie, Chocopie. How did you think I will leave that too after you came after me” his voice filled with possessiveness, love with something darker ‘madness’.

Yes, she finally became his madness. His love. And only his. His eyes shone brighter with his craziness for her.

His eyes fixed on the door, patiently waiting for her.

And in the kitchen, Ananya’s brain crushed her with the remnants of the last few minutes. She is trying hard to control her racing heart and her blushing.

“ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh” she shouted and started dancing in happiness. “finally, I did it”

She is moving her body, making different funny poses, jumping, making circles and dance steps in the name of dance without any music as well as without any care.

“I kissed him... I kissed him...” she is singing the same thing and dancing as well as for it without any care. She is so in herself that she didn’t feel the pair of eyes which were looking at her in shock as well as admiration until she heard a laugh.

She turned towards the source of sound only to find Ayaan laughing his heart out that too for the first time. She has seen him smiling, his chuckles and tiny laughs but she never saw him carefree and she kept on looking at him with heart eyes, admiring him.

And Ayaan, who came downstairs because of her shouting, was shocked to see her like that. He tried hard to control himself from laughing out loud but because of her funny dance moves, he forgot everything and laughed out loud.

“Chocopie....wh...what are you doing?” he asked her, still laughing hard.

But instead of answering him, his Chocopie is totally busy in admiring her two headed demon. She completely lost herself in his complete laugh.

Hearing no reply from her, Ayaan went towards her and slightly shook her to make her come out of her trance.

“Chocopie...”

“Aaa, mee” she asked, pointing her finger at herself in daze and answered “ mee.... nothing. You go. I will bring dinner to the room” she said feeling embarrassed remembering all her life decisions till now.

Ignoring her words, Ayaan plated the food for both of them in a single plate and took it to their bedroom. And Ananya all followed just behind him.

In their room, Ayaan first settled comfortably on the bed and patted the empty space beside him for his Chocopie. Ananya silently came and sat beside still overcoming her embarrassing moments downstairs. And when Ayaan saw her comfortably settled beside him he placed the food plate in her hands and innocently said.

“Feed me” his eyes held innocence which is definitely not in his blood but trying it for his Chocopie.

And just like that Ananya melted in front of his fake innocence proving the idiom ‘gorre kasai vadiney nammuthundi’ (it’s a telugu idiom and I didn’t get any english one with exact meaning. And it means- a sheep will only trust a butcher).

Seeing his innocence, Ananya tore the piece of roti and dipped it into curry until it perfectly absorbed the spice along with the small pieces of potatoes and fed him. And Ayaan took full advantage, eating it from her hands, licking her fingers along with the roti.

After feeding him a bite, she also ate by herself. Like that they both finished their dinner.

After their dinner, Ananya went to clean the dishes and Ayaan also followed behind her silently. When Ananya saw him silently following her, a smile automatically appeared on her face.

When she was going to wash the dishes, Ayaan stopped her in the middle and asked her to stay away from it. “Chocopie, you go. I will do this”. He said taking the dishes from her hand.

But Ananya didn’t let him take it. “Then what am I going to do? Dance?” she sarcastically asked him without thinking.

“I don’t mind, if you're planning to do the same one that you did sometime before,” he replied, smirking.

Hearing his words, her face became red because of embarrassment.

“yo..you. Just forget it” she said.

“How can I, Chocopie?. You are looking so fucking cute” he asked her back while washing the dishes. His tone is playful yet with admiration.

“Mr. Rajvanshi” she tried to intimidate while placing her both hands on her waist, thinking this will intimidate him but his thoughts are entirely different seeing her like that. His thoughts are going in the opposite direction and at the same time her words made him pause for a bit and he mentally note down to give her a special punishment for calling him Mr. Rajvanshi.

“Chocopie, I think you need some punishment for calling me like that” he said, continuing his work cleaning dishes.

“Punishment. What punishment will you give me Mr. Rajvanshi?” she asked him pressing over the word Mr. Rajvanshi unknowingly digging her grave more by herself.

“Chocopie, don’t regret it later” he warned her.

“Regret and me. That is your delusion Mr. Rajvanshi.” she said, pressing over the word again, flipping her hair proudly.

After that Ayaan didn’t utter one word against her which is even suspicious for her but left it thinking he is busy in washing the dishes but who knows what his mind is plotting against his Chocopie who is in full mood of teasing him. His face hid a small smirk planning to make his little cute wifey regret her words.

And as soon as Ayaan completed his work, he lifted and threw her on his shoulder like a sack of potatoes making her shriek because of his sudden and unpredictable move.

“ahhhhhh, what the hell is this Ayaan?” she shrieked.

“Wow, it seems like now your brain and heart is in the right place” he sarcastically commented and made his way to their bedroom.

“Ayaan, Ayaan, put me down” she said, wiggling in his arms, trying to get down from his arms, making it so much difficult for him to carry her like that.  But her tries to get down only earned a spank on her butt from him which is so much shocking for her. She never in her wildest dreams thought this would be the consequences for her teasing.

“Did you just.... you just spank me?” She questions in shock more like saying to herself, even gathering words that seem heavy. Her eyes wide with what just happened.

“Yes, my Chocopie” he calmly answered, ignoring the shock in her voice.

He entered their bedroom with her in his arms and closed the door behind them with the help of his leg without turning back. Then he carefully placed her on the bed like a soft petal making her heart flutter at his care. And without giving her any chance from getting away he gets on her top, balancing himself on his elbows making sure to not to make her uncomfortable or suffocating for her. He grabbed her both hands and placed them above her head making his view more clear. He can see the rise and the fall of her chest because of her ragged breaths.

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Ayaan’s pov…

Now I am getting the feelings of sinner maybe because I am planning to do the sin of ruining her. Look at her how delicious she is looking under me, and mainly this innocence on her face which I badly want to ruin. But I don’t have permission to do that but don’t worry she has to face the consequences for making me wait much time, that day I will show you my Chocopie how this devil is longing for you.

“So Chocopie, tell me what my name is?” I asked her, my one hand holding her both hands above her head and the other slightly caressing her jaw. I know what effect I have on her and I am proud of it. Her nervousness, her sharp intakes of breath and her stutters. I just love it.

“Ayaan Rajvanshi” she whispered, visibly gulping.

“And what am I to you?” I asked again.

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“My husband” she answered after a moment of silence.

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“So now tell me my Chocopie, what do you have to call me according to what we have discussed earlier?” I asked her, placing a small kiss on her jaw, unable to hold myself from doing it.

“Ayaan” she whispered, satisfying me with her answer.

“So tell me Chocopie, what punishment I have to give you” I asked her, tracing my index finger on her face.

“punish...punishment. W..at what punishment?. You already ..... spanked me” she said, stuttering a little, more like complaining about myself to me.

Ohh, my innocent Chocopie, does she think that is her punishment?. no. It is just a demo.

“But Chocopie, it is not your punishment. It is just a demo” I said, making her eyes wide with shock.

“yo...you... what are you planning to do?” she asked nervously.

“I... do you want to hear?” I asked her in return but there is no answer from her except her constant stares on me.

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“I... I want to bend you on my knees and spank you until I feel you learnt your lesson” I answered her truthfully, looking straight in her eyes. And just in seconds her facial expressions changed from nervousness to horrified.

“y...you.. shameless Ayaan Rajvanshi” she said, turning her face side-wards, her already red face became more red after hearing me.

I chuckled seeing her expressions. My shy and blushy Chocopie.

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I took her in my arms, placed her above and whispered “sleep Chocopie”. But she looked at me confusedly. I raised my eyebrows at her indirectly questioning her what had happened?.

“tha... that. You stopped” she nervously asked me.

“Do you want me to continue?”

she immediately shook her head as no. A tiny laugh left my mouth seeing her like that.

I placed a gentle kiss on her forehead assuring her. “I know Chocopie, you are not yet ready. So, take your time. I will wait but trust me once I get what’s mine I am not gonna leave you. Your everyday and night only belongs to me” my voice filled my longing and possessiveness for her which I am not going to hide from her.

After that silence.

I am finally holding my peace in my arms after a long time. My peace, my Chocopie. I placed a soft kiss on her hair.

Comfortable silence enveloped us. No words, just our tangled breaths and constant heart beats.

After a few minutes of silence... She asked me something which was totally unexpected for me.

“what promise papa made to maa on that day?”

that day…

“Do you want to know? ” I asked.

She nodded.

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flashback…

Ramya is lying on the bed and her husband, Abhinav Rajvanshi is beside holding her hand tight in his grip, his eyes filled with tears which are falling freely from his eyes and with every second her breath is getting worse, her life draining. They both know there are only a few moments left  in their married life and to be with each other.

“Abhi, don’t cry. I may not be with you physically but I will always be, in your every smile, in your every happy moment and in every step that our son makes towards his growth. So don’t cry, you have to make our son grow  up. I know you are capable of it. And I’m trusting you with it” Ramya said softly in her last moments.

“How can I, Jaan?. You’re not going to be with me. Then who will scold me for the wrong decisions I make? Who will understand me like you did? And more importantly how can I handle our son after you?” he poured out his heart. Only he knows how much his heart bleeds for his woman and how much he wants her in her life but .... fate always didn’t give you want. It teaches how to face everything and everything happens around will be part of it.

“I said you naa. I will always be with you Abhi. And when you feel like you want me beside just place your hand on your heart, you will definitely feel me.” she said with a smile.

“And Abhi one more thing, promise me that you won’t file a case against Abhishek for this” she said with a serious face breaking his heart. How can she ask something like that?. She is not even leaving him a chance to give justice for her death.

“No, I will file a case. He has to face consequences jaan. He even tried to frame our son and I believed it like a fool” he cried more saying the last sentence.

“Abhi please. Only this one, think this as my last wish. Abhishek is still in the growing phase. He doesn’t know what is good and bad. So please promise me. You won’t do anything” she asked him.

Having no option left, Abhinav promised her that he is not going to do anything against Abhishek.

“I promise you, jaan”. He whispered.

“Now I can finally close my eyes happily” she whispered and kissed his forehead one last time before finally closing her eyes.

Flashback ends…

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“Do you hate your mother for that promise?” my Chocopie asked me the question which I am running away from it.

Hate….

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